So, I did pretty well yesterday.
Didn't complete fasting like I'd wanted to
but I stayed under 300 calories.
Ended up purging too though.
Cheat.
Today I'm lowering my goals.
Starting at the bottom?
I think I expected to much from this
weak, disappointing excuse of a body.
I think I'll pick up some fruit to eat,
like an apple for lunch. [80]
Maybe some blueberries to snack on [.78 calories each]
and a salad for dinner. [50 - 75 calories]
I've had coffee for breakfast again [50].
I hate taking breaks at work
because I want to make as much money
as fast as possible
and move out of my mother's house.
Kelsie and I are planning
on sharing an apartment together.
We found 2/2 for like $950 a month.
Kick ass, right?
Taking care of Wally right now.
He has his worst hangover ever.
Too bad I have to work at noon.
I hope he's mobile by then.
K, that was this morning.
Evening now.
Going to the gym at 8:30!
Finally, all I've felt
is like I'm doing nothing
to get to my goal.
Like I'm a lazy pile of fat.
I ate a sub throughout the day
at work,
no cheese, no olive oil [400].
Had 2 cups of coffee,
still with sugar and cream :/ [50].
And 3 raw, sweet peppers [69].
Total for today = 569
Not the amount I'd wanted,
but 100 less than my norm
which means I'm working my way down.
I seriously feel like binging right now though,
which obviously would lead to purging.
I just feel so hungry,
but I need to control it...
Let you guys know how much of my ass
I work off tonight!
Thank you so much for reading,
and any support you offer
is seriously appreciated.
<3 Thank you so much.
Didn't complete fasting like I'd wanted to
but I stayed under 300 calories.
Ended up purging too though.
Cheat.
Today I'm lowering my goals.
Starting at the bottom?
I think I expected to much from this
weak, disappointing excuse of a body.
I think I'll pick up some fruit to eat,
like an apple for lunch. [80]
Maybe some blueberries to snack on [.78 calories each]
and a salad for dinner. [50 - 75 calories]
I've had coffee for breakfast again [50].
I hate taking breaks at work
because I want to make as much money
as fast as possible
and move out of my mother's house.
Kelsie and I are planning
on sharing an apartment together.
We found 2/2 for like $950 a month.
Kick ass, right?
Taking care of Wally right now.
He has his worst hangover ever.
Too bad I have to work at noon.
I hope he's mobile by then.
K, that was this morning.
Evening now.
Going to the gym at 8:30!
Finally, all I've felt
is like I'm doing nothing
to get to my goal.
Like I'm a lazy pile of fat.
I ate a sub throughout the day
at work,
no cheese, no olive oil [400].
Had 2 cups of coffee,
still with sugar and cream :/ [50].
And 3 raw, sweet peppers [69].
Total for today = 569
Not the amount I'd wanted,
but 100 less than my norm
which means I'm working my way down.
I seriously feel like binging right now though,
which obviously would lead to purging.
I just feel so hungry,
but I need to control it...
Let you guys know how much of my ass
I work off tonight!
Thank you so much for reading,
and any support you offer
is seriously appreciated.
<3 Thank you so much.
