Showing posts with label weightless. Show all posts
Showing posts with label weightless. Show all posts

Sunday, March 14, 2010

[20] Happy!

I haven't weighed under
110 pounds in years!
Like...  Since I was 10.

And as of today, 
I weight 110.2 lbs.
I am so close!

Tomorrow I bet you anything
I'll be there.
And I am so excited!

I don't even want to eat breakfast right now!
I just feel like  could run on air right now.
I'm so going to the gym today.
My face might break from this smile!

[19] Like A Tree


[Old pic, but I do love it.]
[My arms look big though]

I feel so hollow right now,
it's amazing.
I split this
vegan lunch thing with my friend.
I think she may be as crazy about
restricting as I am.

I B/Ped very slightly when I got home,
twice,
but nothing as drastic as my usual.
Baby steps,
right?

Some day,
I'm going to stop this B/P shit.
Some day I'm going to eat so little,
and be normal,
not constantly thinking about food.
Better than normal.

Those are my goals.

Oh, and I keep forgetting to mention,
I burned 600 calories
the other day.
I was so proud!
I kept pushing and pushing myself

to burn more,
go longer.
I stayed on until my friends wanted to leave.
I want to start trying to burn that much
in the morning and at night.
I be be in the negative if I did that,
which would be so awesome.

P.S. - Shout out to skinnybusiness
for all the awesome comments, support, and advice.
Thank you. :]

Sunday, February 28, 2010

[8] Just A Sigh

I love this feeling.
Have you had it?
Where you're lighter than air.
Where you're so empty and clean inside
you feel like you could fly.

I love this feeling.